I have always said that once I retire I’ll be able to breathe, little did I know, I would find myself struggling to find enough oxygen. It’s been thirty years of putting “things” into their own little box with a lock, now that I have all the keys weighing on me, it’s time to unlock them. I half spent I have spent a little over half my life dealing with not only my trauma, but the trauma of complete strangers. I started as a Dispatch Trainee and finished as a Quality Assurance Supervisor … I am 9-1-1.